Spinning Downwards

Hey there and welcome to the journal!
Today is:
Thursday October 10th at 5.50pm
------------------------------------------
Commissions are: OPEN-limited slots
Custom Designs are: CURRENTLY CLOSED
_{DA Point Desings are: CLOSED}
------------------------------------------
Wanna follow me on Tumblr!
Rotting Root: rottingrootsarts.tumblr.com/
Dreah's Pony Art Blog: dreah-ponyart.tumblr.com/
RottingRootsArts: www.youtube.com/user/RottingRo…
Always Dreah Illustrations: alwaysdreah.tumblr.com/
------------------------------------------
For those of you who have not read this be sure to check out my TOS in a Nutshell: TOS in a NutshellHey there and welcome to the journal!
Today is:
Sunday April 14th 5.40pm EST
------------------------------------------
Commissions are: OPEN
Custom Designs are: CURRENTLY CLOSED
DA Point Desings are: CLOSED
------------------------------------------
Wanna follow me on Tumblr!
Rotting Root: http://rottingrootsarts.tumblr.com/
Dreah's Pony Art Blog: http://dreah-ponyart.tumblr.com/
RottingRootsArts: https://www.youtube.com/user/RottingRootsArts
Always Dreah Illustrations: http://alwaysdreah.tumblr.com/
------------------------------------------
NOW FOR THE JOURNAL!
Okay, so I do not have a full TOS (terms of service) posted anywhere, I normally go over it with the client before I do a commission, I'm currently working on writing it all out and putting it up on my website BUT seeing how in the past week I have seen some comments and direction with some of my commissions from people that have been rubbing me the wrong way... and I need to put some rules down that you
------------------------------------------

Hey guys just a little bit of an update on what's going on with me and my work.
I have been feeling a little down lately, trying my best to not show it everyone unless you're like attached to my hip as a "sister" er...... well you know who you are.

I am proud of my artwork, I am proud of who I am however I feel as if I'm alone.
I have felt this way for a while and to be honest I don't like it. I see a lot of people I know around me having fun, doing things, giving things, getting things, and I'm like "Hello! Can I play too?" and I just feel left out or just... well alone.

This then brings my feelings for my art down, and I begin to question "Does it stand out?" "Do people like my characters?" "ARE MY CHARACTERS WELL DEVELOPED!?"
and to which I know all the answers, but I don't feel as if the answer I have are what's right... not based on how people react to my work or take my work.
I may get a head nod here and a like there but there is nothing but that... a few hits.
I want to know what you like, why you like what I can do improve.
Then I see things that just piss me off because they get SO BIG and it's because of stupid reasons or just because you know, tits. I don't want to be known as the girl who draws dicks or boobs.... I want to be known as a good artist, a good friend, someone you can relate to and talk to.

I see artist out there like that and I aspire to be them.


All I can do is hold my head up high and keep going.

AND I AM AND WILL!